Hopsin returns with his new track titled I Don’t Want It. Hopsin struggles to imagine what the beloved actor might have been thinking of prior to taking his own life. “My whole life they was calling me corny, stupid,” he raps, his emotion running high. “I never had a dad that was there to mentor me through it, skateboarding was my escape, it wasn’t just for amusement.”
As the song progresses to its climax, Hop becomes vocally more distraught, all-but begging for a way to stay the course. Back in February, Hopsin released his song ‘The Old Us’ where he accused his ex-girlfriend Alyce of keeping him away from their two year old son, who Hopsin is yet to meet.
What goes up has gotta fall down
I guess I’ll pour it all out ’cause right now, the reapers in the room visiting
So if I do leave, at least you’ll know why I did it then
It started way back then when I was a kid at first
Niggas bullied me when they saw that I was an introvert
I was never cool, had no friends, no chicks would flirt
Every school year it’s like all my issues were getting worse
My whole life they was calling me corny; stupid
I never had a dad who was there to mentor me through it
Skateboarding was my escape, it wasn’t just for amusement
My issues kept reoccurring so I would resort to music
I’d vent about the burdens that were sitting in my heart
I’d vent about the way I fell from swimming with the sharks
My mom was always working, so our bond was stripped and ripped apart
Listen and download I Don’t Want It below.
